I slept at ard 6 am...got woke up by my mum's call..she was crying the moment i answered...told mi tat my grandma's condition worsened..told mi 2 rush down to see her for the last time..i was reali reali shocked..as i prepared myself & wash up..i was practically crying through out my bath n changing of clothes..all along these few days i juz sort of had tis feeling tat something bad..something reali bad was comin along..n my feeling damn accurate...i immediately called J & Honey & smsed Jin Hui...i went to pick up J n she straight away pei mi go TTSH...J..reali reali thks alot...i reali reali like u alot alot & appreciate ur care n love...no matter wat other pple may say no matter pple find u ugly or bad or wat...i will still love u for who u ar...i will still always stand by u n love u...cross my heart...reaching the hopsital was reali heart thumping for mi...thanks alot Taxi uncle..i reali appreciate ur fast driving n yet safety..along the way i kept praying hard..i told whoever i believe in to help mi..to let Ah Ma last through a few days...minus a yr of my life span n let her pass through tis few days & see the last of who she hopes to see n talk to...Ah Ma thks alot for ur care..the pens u stole last time for my BDAY..the Special Curry without those veggies & my Scrambled Egg...i will nv 4get those days..pls be in peace n suffer frm no pain..my heart will always be with u !!! Hopefully i can finish most of the things tat u wanna do..Now i juz reach back home..juz now came back in the evening 2 sleep a while & den went back 2 hospital 2 look aft Ah Ma again...den went back at ard 3.30am..nw back at home to blog again..n den sleep..pls...if anyone of u is reading my blog now...pls pls pray together wif mi for a gd n painless ending for my Ah Ma..let her wishes be fulfilled..i Truly & Sincerely Beg u all to pray for mi....my heart reali reali hurts...i can't stop crying ..........................
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