Early Afternoon...

Today seems to be a tired day leh..but i tink i slept enuf liao ma...ytd went to meet Jiahan at her hse there den went 2 East Coast there chill out a while...Jiahan reali thanks alot alot for accompanying mi..u reali ar a great gal n fren...den i went hm n started 2 tink abt Toshiba n why nowadays my mood is bad n y my temper is getting bad...my grandma's condition seems kinda bad now...her whole body swollen now..n she's having difficulty 2 even breathe nw...almost certainly will cry if i see her..i reali reali pity her....plus i recently dun have time 2 go up her hse to visit her..sorry AH Ma...but dun worry i pray tat u will get well soon....or at least last till nxt yr's Chinese New Yr...i noe u reali wanna see all ur family members...i noe tats ur last wish..frm the way u talk 2 mi...jackie u reali disappoint mi very very much...got money i lend u no money nv lend u say i bei steady n u can't feel my brotherly love towards u..when u 'HONG' outside u got tink of mi sometimes alone meh ?Anyway u reali ar a jerk....Jasmine a.k.a Ah Rong i reali reali do miss u alot alot...Honey may not be like u but at least i do trust her the way i trust u & at least she won't desert mi when i need my best fren the most...but i still do silently pin for ur companion back..i need u inside my life too..cause whenever i am down,happy or sad or lonely inside Boys' Home or CPC u were always there for mi..providing mi with care & concern..10 yrs of Friendship..i won''t ever forget u de...ur letters u wrote for mi ...i will always keep it....Meiling the letters,the Birthdays cards u gave mi..i will dump it once i get my revenge on YOU...these little things & ur PIG photo ar the constant STEROIDS tat energise n stablise my HATRED towards u...nv ever make the mistake of coming back into my arms,my presence...cause if u do..its not LOVE frm mi...but a trap frm mi...i will be ur Access Card to HELL !!!