Cried..Ah Ma...Hw can u say like tis to mi ? ? ?

Today early morning woke up..Dear came 2 my hse...den went to visit Ah Ma liao...aft tat went Velocity & Novena Square 2 wif Dear....shop ard wif her be4 i went back 2 my shop reluctantly...den ltr on at night met up wif Edwin den send Winnie go home,go pick Doraemon & den go pick up Dear at Bugis..coz she working ma....so wait for her lor..aft tat went Hospital again...when i was wif Ah Ma alone..she suddenly told mi to tk gd care..tat she feels so painful & miserable..tat she's dying ....kaoz..my tears dropped immediately...hw can u say tis words...my heart is alrdy painful enuf to see u like tis u noe ma? hw i wish i can give u a few yrs of my life u noe ma ? haiz...went Balestier there 2 eat...followed by sending Dear home den go Geylang Lor 18 pei Doraemon & Edwin to drink n eat herbal jelly or wat ever shit la...den went to Bedok Jetty to relax n cool myself down..i reali reali feel very vexed liao...den Toshiba finally msg mi 2 say sorry...& she said bad things abt Jh..Dear i won't believe it de...even if its the truth it was also in the past...i am stubborn de...we juz will prove her wrong..tat we will last de...k ? No matter wat i will always always stick by ur side..even if u ar wrong i will still be silly enuf to stick there de....dun worry..coz i love being by ur side..i loved being doted by u !!! Today not much mood 2 blog...sorry everyone...i can't stop feeling down...