Many days never write blog liao....busy

haiz..this few weeks have been hectic & busy for me....today will be a dangerous n exciting night for me...catherine & me seems to fade away leh..she calls me to chat very seldomly liao...juz two or three times since she reopened school a few weeks ago..haiz...so sad lor..but my feelings are definitely still there k?haiz...abt a week plus ago..a gal confessed her feelings for me & made me so confused...she gives me a chance so wat?i know she is a gd gal but i worry tat i am not gd enough & also i still like catherine alot leh..if i juz go stead like tat,doesn't tat makes mi a flirt & a bastard?but sadly before i made my decision,we quarrelled very fiercely...now everything is over liao..maybe tis is life ba..maybe tis is god's way for me...maybe god juz want me to concentrate on catherine ba...fine then...i will follow god's path for me...at least i wont let down the gal who chose me in the end & can sincerely treat her with my whole n faithful heart.......

Loving someone...

I juz reali hope i can be with her in the near future...if i can i juz wanna hold in her in my arms & tell her sweetly that i love her so so much & i hope i can juz be wif her & no one else...Catherine...i never love someone so fast & so deeply before u know??? You are not a replacement in my heart but a new chapter in my life....knowing u has been the best thing in my broken & complicated life..You really bring so much happiness & laughter into my life.I sincerely that i could change for meiling but now i realised instead tat i could show u my changed lifestyle...show you tat i however not good am i but at least i have a faithful heart towards u & i will never never neglect u....tat's my promise to you Catherine !!! You have been through a lot of bad relationships & you have been cheated but at least pick urself up & let me guide u towards a new chapter into your life...You can take ur time to give me a chance..even if in the end we still cannot be together for a reason...i am satisfied tat at least i kept my promise to you...i will be happy juz to love u quietly from one corner...but my wish is juz to be with u & enjoy a blissful love relationship wif only u..i will never hestitate to sacrifice anything & change anything juz for u...so pls give mi a chance & i will cherish it !!!